Soooo much of manifesting what you Desire and creating the life you choose is about being IN it and staying the course even when (especially when) you want to quit, run away, give up, etc.
I know very, very well what it’s like to want to give up.
I have been an avoider my entire life.
My magician’s journey over the past couple of years has been very much about coming to grips with this, and doing some very difficult, not talked about, intense work around it.
What I’ve learned along the way is that sooooo many people suffer with either being avoidant or anxious.
These are patterns that, conservatively speaking, at LEAST 40% of the population have.
Experts will tell you it’s more like 70% or 80%, especially among people my age… and yet most people have no clue what these patterns are!
An avoidant pattern makes the resistance 10x worse, the desire to flee 10x as strong, and loneliness 10x as prevalent and 10x as intense.
Which means, YEP. Sometimes (many times) I wanna let resistance win.
Of course, I don’t…
Because my Desire is stronger—WAY stronger.
And so is yours.
If you listen to it, your Desire will easily trump any distortion, any illusion, any inner slave driver, and yes… even trauma.
Easily, easily. Desire trumps all—IF you listen to it.
What it does NOT trump is… discomfort.
And therein lies the blessing.
To have what you truly Desire —not “stuff,” but soul purpose Desire, what we’re here to be, do, have and heal —you must look square in the eye what hurts the most.
(Note: those with the avoidant pattern are not the only avoiders. 😉 )
Not only that, you must run at it, full steam ahead, arms flailing, barbaric YAWP-ing over the rooftops and then back to the ground, because when you’re in this body you can’t be hanging out in the spiritual rafters all day, barbaric YAWPs notwithstanding.
You are asked, even, to smile.
And to be okay with it.
And to STAY IN IT even if it FEELS like it threatens to burn you up.
And even have FUN while you’re at it…
…Because good golly, you’re not here just to shift patterns all day; you’re here to live and love and take in MORE. And you get to do that, in the burn.
It’ll burn you up, all right. But that’s the point. The whole point.
That’s the alchemy, you see. This is transmutation, dear Goddess.
It’s what the alchemists were up to. And the modern magicians still are.
Because what’s on the other side is pure gold.
Sooooo… if you’re in this process and you’re in that twisty-bendy-shapeshifting-brain-on-fire part… I got you.
If you’re just staring at it, afraid to go there… but know that the only way out is through, you’re right. And… I got you.
I can tell you… you’re not alone.
I can tell you… it’s all worth it.
I can tell you… it’s the only way.
Your Desire is way stronger than anything you fear right now.
YOU are stronger, more powerful, than you can imagine.
Which means you’re gonna be more-than-OK.
Miraculous, more like. Miraculous.
And I got you.
Love & magic,
PS: There are 4 magical tools you can use to help you navigate the burn and stay in the room with grace… even when shizz gets really tough.
The best part?
You’ve already got them inside of you!
Find out what they are and how to get them working for you right now—it’s my gift to you.